Raised in life-long commitment to church, this evangelical wife has heard frequent
diatribes against adultery. Yesterday’s post shows a shift in attitude. As her
perspective continues to change, today’s post shows a definitive break from her
church rants. And her perspective and attitude shift for interesting reasons
and in interesting ways.
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Evangelical Gal:
‘We are a Christian family. I was raised in the Lutheran church. I began
attending my husband's non-denominational evangelical church after we married.
We are raising our children in that church. Our pastor speaks about adultery
frequently. Like most Christian ministers, he always points to adultery as the
primary cause of the decline of the modern family. Members of our congregation
who cheat on their spouses frequently become outcasts from this church. This
isn’t by conscious effort, but they just receive less attention. I have always
felt that this attitude was wrong. Besides, it leaves out the element of
forgiveness that the church is supposed to be about.’
‘But after reading and re-reading your posts, I now object to the church's
attitude for another more substantive reason. I've thought that adultery was
just wrong per se. But you have shown me that it's wrong in most situations
because it is selfish: the one who cheats on his/her spouse almost always puts
his/her own desires before those of the spouse.’
‘But that is absolutely and completely NOT what you are doing, or what she
is doing. You are going waaaaaay out of your way to elevate her pleasure and
satisfaction above your own, ignoring your own altogether, and she is allowing
you to experience the joy of giving freedom and excitement to her.’
‘Admittedly, this relationship could not be replicated in more than a
small handful of situations, but to call what you and she are doing ‘adultery’
or to say it is wrong – much less to call it ‘sin’ – would be to ignore the
utter beauty of it and to disregard your selflessness…’
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Reading and re-reading posts shows that these new ideas made sense to this
wife. As her thoughts reorganized around the new things she learned, old prejudices
fell away. Her view of ‘adultery’ matured, and she outgrew her church. She now
‘corrects’ her church, and does so for more than shunning adulterers or
forgetting forgiveness.
Seeing ‘Cuckold-to-be’ elevate his fiancé’s pleasure and satisfaction, seeing
him ignore his own satisfaction while allowing her freedom to find excitement
and joy, this wife is arrested by one, inescapable fact: this arrangement
between this man, his fiancé and her lover brings to the fore the very best of
what marriage is SUPPOSED to be.
By implication, her church – which supposedly supports marriage –
regularly regards this activity as the downfall of marriage. This woman finds
that she can no longer call this ‘adultery’ or ‘sin.’ By implication, she disagrees
with her church, which ignores the ‘utter beauty’ of it while disregarding this
man’s selflessness.
This wife is having a second ‘conversion.’ Proof? She closes this post
with:
‘…AND OH MY DEAR SWEET MOTHER OF CHRIST, the way you describe making him a
part of your wedding!!! OH MY GOD!!! AS BEST MAN!!! You have hit on such a
perfect and sweet and heavenly idea with that, and I can't imagine how you
arrived at that, but it's incredibly beautiful, and I think it's something you
really MUST do. Enjoy!!!’
This Evangelical wife has tasted new things, and she has seen that they are good.
Have you?
Have you?
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